My life of reason

Again, it's about my life.. Well, i love to describe my life as a rainy day. Sometime, it rain heavily. And sometime, it doesn't. By now, it's raining heavily.. A thunderstorm.. Ligthning.. And everything worst. Yeah.. I know.. It's just i got a lot of thing happen around me and it take so much attention from me. I'm so stressed. Thinking about all the thing that crave for my life. They expect something big from me.. Always.. I'm not always being moody like this, but, all the exhaustion has drained me till the last part. I hope, it's a sunny day by now. But, somehow, it could be really hard for me. Sometime, the sun shone to bright. The hot haze is too much for me to handle. I can't stand it.. Ergh.. Hope that my old lovely rainy day will come back again someday. Not the hard pour. And not sunny light. Just my old day.. I hope...