Thinking back

Ok.. Now, i feel calm. I've been thinking. I'm in my backyard now. Still thinking.. Think about my life. It's been really silent here. All i can hear is bird chirping, cricket sound and my cat snooring.. I'm calm a bit. Feel good to hide in this bushes. I could smell the fresh air that slapping my cheeck slowly. It's cool breeze.. I've talking to myself and my kitty for hour. Silly of me.. So, see..? I'm not always moody. I just need a moment to think. Find my peace.. Let all my guard flow. Free all mind. And relax my soul. Sound funny, right..? Must think that i should write, relax my mind and stuff right..? But, it just, i think i should free my mind. Let it travel for a while. Relax my soul so that it can flew, breath, smell, taste and hear with peace. All it need to calm. Now, i don't know what you'll think about me. It's just i feel extremely calm now. My inner self creep out slowly. The deep thought grow. My friends say that i'm so weird. Random. One time, i'm moody. Other time, i'm happy. I'm mystery.

Thinking back

Ok.. Now, i feel calm. I've been thinking. I'm in my backyard now. Still thinking.. Think about my life. It's been really silent here. All i can hear is bird chirping, cricket sound and my cat snooring.. I'm calm a bit. Feel good to hide in this bushes. I could smell the fresh air that slapping my cheeck slowly. It's cool breeze.. I've talking to myself and my kitty for hour. Silly of me.. So, see..? I'm not always moody. I just need a moment to think. Find my peace.. Let all my guard flow. Free all mind. And relax my soul. Sound funny, right..? Must think that i should write, relax my mind and stuff right..? But, it just, i think i should free my mind. Let it travel for a while. Relax my soul so that it can flew, breath, smell, taste and hear with peace. All it need to calm. Now, i don't know what you'll think about me. It's just i feel extremely calm now. My inner self creep out slowly. The deep thought grow. My friends say that i'm so weird. Random. One time, i'm moody. Other time, i'm happy. I'm mystery.

My life of reason

Again, it's about my life.. Well, i love to describe my life as a rainy day. Sometime, it rain heavily. And sometime, it doesn't. By now, it's raining heavily.. A thunderstorm.. Ligthning.. And everything worst. Yeah.. I know.. It's just i got a lot of thing happen around me and it take so much attention from me. I'm so stressed. Thinking about all the thing that crave for my life. They expect something big from me.. Always.. I'm not always being moody like this, but, all the exhaustion has drained me till the last part. I hope, it's a sunny day by now. But, somehow, it could be really hard for me. Sometime, the sun shone to bright. The hot haze is too much for me to handle. I can't stand it.. Ergh.. Hope that my old lovely rainy day will come back again someday. Not the hard pour. And not sunny light. Just my old day.. I hope...

My life

Life... Urgh.. By now, i HATE my life. Its pushing me so hard. People keep bugging me. Always put high dream on me. Expect i could give the best of world to them. Ugh.. Its hard.. Chocking.. Breathless.. Pain.. Urgh..